dhbearguy | Wishing I were home.

The only think about working 10 - 7 I do not like is how slow it is around here. Well, gives me time to do other things.

Hmm got up, 7am. I can't figure out why Richard is going to bed before I am and getting up before I do. This was so unlike him until very recently. He has ALWAYS fought to be the last to go to bed. Oh well.

We went and worked out today. Elliptical for 18 mins or less, and then upper body work out. We talked to a trainer. We can get 6 one hour sessions with her for $450.00. That is $75.00/hour, or $35.00 per session per person. What a deal!! Funny, I gave her our card and she made some Sister Power comment. Umm, Like we didn't know she was a lesbian. But that term... um that is sooo last Millennium.

We are slowly increasing our weights. I have gotten a point where I can't finish the last set of the pec workout. Hmmm, gonna get all muscle and get an attitude.... NOT. I do this because I am overweight, over stressed, and have way too much fat cells in my blood. It is apparent to me that people are happy with me looking the way I do. But honestly, I have this self issue with my mid section. Nothing that keeps me in however.

I chatted with

bigreddee today. So nice to chat with him. He is so smart and cute!!! Mmmm let me go into fantasy land for a minute......... Ahhh that was nice!!! Always wanted to catch a movie with him, but never got to. I liked many of the movies he listed in his top 20.

So yesterday Richard says to me "You never worry about anything." If you don't know me, I am one of the most laid back people you will ever meet. I hardly ever get upset about anything. If I do, it does not last for long, and is usually with very very good reason. Hell, Richard and I have not had a single blow out in the 2 years we have been together. Great communication. Plus, I can read him like a book. I always know when something is bothering him. But there was one big worry I had and that was before getting my job. I was getting really nervous and depressed about it. So I am capable of getting worried.

So I am going Square Dancing tonight with the El Camino Reelers. They are a fun group. There is one particular bearish dancer there who I would love to just umm. Well.... Also,

fuzzygruf said he would be there. I love dancing with him. He is amazing.

Later all.