The Ex wedding

I attending the wedding of my Ex, Richard yestearday at pharmbear's house. About a month ago, Richard messaged me and said he had something to tell me, but he was worried that my feelings were gong to get hurt. I immedatly thought... Hmmm, someone said something bad about me or MovieBears. He then told me the news and I instantly replied "CONGRATS, I am so happy for you!!!!" Which I am very happy for him and Trey.

Richard and I are best of friends. We came out of our relationship with much love and respect for each other. Hell, we didn't have one single fight the whole time we were togheter. During the last month, I wondered how I would feel at the ceremony. Would I feel anxious, sad, depressed, happy. I had no idea what to expect. I was very happy at the ceremony!

When I saw Richard, I greeted him with a hug and kiss like I always do. Went about my mingeling with Sam with me, and got to see Richard's best man, Jessie, who is always a treat to see, and his girlfriend.

A few of my friends asked how I was holding out, to which I said I was fine. I had completly accepted that Richard and I were to be friends, and close friends at that a while ago. Seeing him and Trey togehter does not have any effect on me emotionally. If R and I did not have the friendship we have today, I would not have even attended.

The highlight of my day was giving Richard's Mom a hug in the recieving line and her saying "You know I still love you very much"! That one made me teary eyed! I told Richard he has to get me up there to see her sometime after this hot summer is over! He said he would love that.

Of course after that was all over I flirted big time with dakoopst! Such a hottie close up, and very funny in person.

Overall yesterday - AMAZING!