You must most certainly be relieved to be out of there. Doesn't freedom feel good? That reminds me of my last day as a rural carrier at the U.S. Post Office. My last day there was Saturday June 19, 1999; I moved to Tucson on June 20. I started work at my new job on June 21. Best of luck to you on your new job. I hope that you find an environment where they appreciate you for your knowledge, intelligence and supportiveness to the gay community.